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welcome to mysexymonkey
 
Remember that doing good is easy, and if we do it together, it will be even easier!
I hope that our communication will not stop on this letter, but, on the contrary, will have a happy continuation.
I give you these lines with a pure soul and a warm heart.
in all nthe love
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scam 101 i get in my email way to mujch
Posted:Sep 30, 2020 9:35 am
Last Updated:Mar 28, 2024 2:51 pm
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Now I'm writing your letter and I'm happy. It's very pleasant that
I have such the close person as you are. It's a pity that you are far
from . But I will hope that we will meet one day. I think we will be
glad see each other when we know each other better. Marina asks
about you every day. I say her that I'm constantly thinking about
you.

Earlier I didn't manage find the carpenter. But today I have seen
him in the morning and I asked him to repair the door in the Klava
house. In the afternoon he came and said that he had done everything
and changed the lock. I thanked him but he said: "Never mind" because
he is always ready to help old people. My neighbor came a little bit
later and told me about the carpenter. It turned out that he refused
to take money for his work. Klava tried to give him some money but he
said that he would be offended if she didn't stop doing it. Klava
said: "He has gone with nothing". By the way he and his college will
repair my roof in the house. You know many people in Russia help other
people and don't take money for it, if they know that the people have
to money. I think it's the only good feature of character of the
Russian people which roots go to the old far USSR.

It's a pity that many Russian men became alcoholics. I remember that
many-many years ago my mum and I had to make a fence around our house.
But what could we do? Mum and I? When my mother came to a shop to buy
nails, men asked her what for she needed nails. She told they
and they began laughing, when learnt that a young lady and her little
wanted to do. They came to our house together with my mom and
everything was ready in the evening. They refused to take money. The
only thing we could do for them just to feed them with pancakes after
their work. By the way since that time it is my favorite food. One of
the man asked if the had something to paint the fence. My mum answered
that she would buy paint a little bit later. Next day in the morning
the 2 men came and they brought their own paint and painted the fence.
We wanted to them for it some money, but they refused. They said
that the paint was left after the painting of their fence.

Yesterday in the evening I was thinking of my future work in the
clinic. I'm happy that I will get my favorite job. I should not study,
because I have the diploma of the surgeon of the European standard. I
don't know how spend this month, I don't want waste my time
useless. I must think it over. Of course I will write letters you.
But it will take only the part of my day. What do in the rest? I
must find a decision. I hope, you are not sick and tired of my letter.
But I want tell you much. I think you are not against of it,
because I suppose you are my closest the man of my heart. Don't forget
write letters .

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what love and more scam from her Elena
Posted:Aug 5, 2020 6:59 pm
Last Updated:Mar 28, 2024 2:51 pm
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Hello xxx! My love. I returned from Penza. All is well! I turned
the best travel agency of the city. They quickly learned everything
for me. They made me a photo for a visa. Application for passport is
filled. Filled my visa application. They helped me to issue documents
to be trained in my working specialty in Canada. That way I can take
courses obstetrics and gynecology while I visit you, and then I can
have permission to complete the work in Canada. Very nice staff. They
said that the plane tickets will be booked after receiving the
documents. I gave extra make paperwork faster. Thus, my
travel documents will be ready within five working days. get a
visa, I need go the visa center in Moscow next week. I will need
take documents Moscow visa center from my place of work
over the past two years 20 and 2018, confirming that I independently
and honestly earned my living by my profession. The travel agent
also said that in order enter your country I would need confirm
my financial viability. In connection with the law on immigration in
your country, certain rules for the entry of citizens of the Russian
Federation have been established. And one of these rules is the
availability of in the bank account of a person who enters the
territory of Canada. The authorities of your country do not take this
. I need show in the visa application center an extract from
my bank account. I need have 71800 rubles on my bank account and
your country let me in. For the duration of my visa - 1 month. get
a visa, I need show them this . This is needed ensure
that they are confident in my financial situation. This proves them
that I will not go the streets and will not engage in criminal
activity in order earn . Therefore, I a travel agency for
services, documents and tickets - 46400 rubles. I still have 600
rubles in cash. There are 8000 rubles on my bank account now. I will
transfer the my bank account, and as a result there will be
25600 rubles on my account. I miss 46200 rubles. I do not know where
get this . I spent almost all the I saved. I have not
canceled anything because I have left 25600 rubles. And I thought that
you could lend me 46200 rubles. Can you help me with this ? When
I make an extract and confirm my financial viability the
authorities of your country, I will immediately return this
you. Understand that it is very important that your government let me
into the territory of your country. This is the law. The presence of
this in my name should be simply shown them. The same
day. I also learned in my bank that an international transfer a
bank account from your country mine is three five days.
Therefore, if you can and want help me, then you should not waste
time! They specifically converted all this me in rubles, because I
absolutely do not understand your currency. Please convert it all by
yourself. I am burning with love for you. Perhaps I took a desperate
step, but I believe that this is our destiny, and we should be
together! We are not getting younger every day. I am sure that you are
that beloved man and partner for me for the rest of my life. Waiting
for your letter! Your Elena.
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love and more about life part 2
Posted:Mar 21, 2020 11:56 am
Last Updated:Mar 21, 2020 11:59 am
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Hello my love xxx
My love, can you call or not?
My love your letters so are necessary for , and you know it. My love I want talk only you my love, and you my big happiness. My love I want care always of you and help you on the house. Because you my big love, and I cannot live without you. My love you sometime looked at stars? You see the sky. Loved mine, I want tell you, that if you see the moon and you look right now at the moon. Because I think, that the moon is a symbol of grief. I, as the moon look with is high, and I observe on set of people. And you as stars which always turn near , both I cannot resist and I want only you my love. Loved mine, it is very boring live without you and I cannot without you. My love I want tell, that I as the moon am very tired be without you my love. And it is very hard for see and look, when your star will come nearer . And your star will enter . My love I want, that we always were together and when I shall be with you. I shall feel like, as the sun, and I shall be, is happy, and I shall shine with happiness. My love I want to turn to the sun from the moon. And consequently I love only you my love. And I think and so I decide, that I shall be with you my love, and nothing will stop on this difficult way for . My love when on the ground the comet yesterday fell. I see small fire in the sky. And I think of desire. My love I saw yesterday in the sky a comet because I look yesterday in the sky, and observe of stars and was so boringly without you, both without your love and without a kiss. My love I saw it and I have thought, that: I want be with you. My desire was be only with you. I have thought of this desire, and I think, that it will be executed, and then I shall be happy. My love look today at the sky and tell to , what you feel, when you see stars and the moon? My love very much would be desirable know, that you will feel these minutes. But I feel big mountain because it was very boring without you and it is very hurt. Because I want be with you my love. My love, I thought about us much, and many ideas were at in a head. And I again and again dreamed. And my dream was be with you and love you and enjoy our life. My love when I see the moon I I present, that one half it you, and another it I. Because I think, that you also miss on and when there will be a full moon in the sky, means are our hearts and our love merge together. And I to think in this occasion and to reflect. My love, these days, probably, all to have a rest and it is a lot of people to have a rest together with the favourite person. But I to sit in it to an apartment and to think of you my love. Because it is very hard for me, and I think, that you understand me. Because I too think, that it is hard for you to be so far apart. But I know, that soon our hearts will merge, and then we shall be together and we shall be happy. My love to me would not be desirable to go anywhere because it is boring and hurt me. You understand me, and you understand, how to me it is bad without you my love. My love and my hope for everything, that in me.
My love today fine day, in the street it is warm, in the street so it is good. Now fine weather costs in our country. And me it is all the same boring, because you are not present beside. My love I go along the street a little and I observe of people. To me more remains nothing how to go and observe of people. It is interesting to me, that they think, and that do. They go behind purchases, and someone spoke, that will go somewhere. My love I already become
Closed and consequently, I all time think of you. My love I know, that I need to relax a little to calm down, but I think, that only with you I will not relax well. My love I was already resolutely adjusted to be with you. I do not know, that to me to do. I already for a long time to not feel aroma of roses. I have already forgotten taste of colors. My love I want to see a rose and to inhale its aroma. And it will be true, and it will be fine. My love I think, that when I shall arrive to you, you will stand at the airport with roses and I to receive from you roses and your fine kiss. My love I think, that it will be the happiest day, and I shall be, is happy on the present. My love I love only you and I think, that so you are necessary for me and only you my love. Loved mine, I love only you and I to think, that you have understood, having read this letter. My love I want to be with you and I want to kiss you my love and I can not live without you my love. I shall go from mind from love to you, and you understand me my love. My love I want to tell to you, that you always will be in my heart, and that I wait, when I shall be with you and I to turn to the sun from the moon. My love is strong to you and it is very hard for me without you my big love.
I have composed for you verses.
I as if as a flower and a life will ascend also the sun too.
And only beams will pass to me, I shall understand all also I love you
I only learn all your love.
And tenderness all yours in me is now.
And I to feel your love to me
I love scarlet color, and it means, that I like
I only love you and I cannot without you
My love flares, thirst
And I want some water from a cloud of love
And me to arise you and you will show me the dreams
And I love you my love
And I can live only in love.
My love these small prose’s about love to you, and everything, that I to speak you, I to speak with a hint about you, and I, the truth, I can not without you my love. Yes, I need to have a rest to calm the nerves, because I very strongly melancholy on you my love. My love I to not complain to you, I only to speak you, that I cannot without you my love, and I to express all ideas about you, and all that I to think and reflect for this time.
My love each time I to consider days and I to think about you my love. My love I love only you and you my present and big love. My love I want only you, and I shall be for you the safe and only for you my love. My love I shall hold for you the safe, and I never shall change to you my love.
My love I again and again to speak you, that I LOVE YOU my LOVE.
I AGAIN AND AGAIN TO SEND YOU IT IS A LOT OF AND MANY HOT AND PASSIONATE KISSES, AND YOU MY LOVE. I LOVE YOU MY PRINCE AND MY LOVE.
WITH THE BIG LOVE YOURS ALWAYS




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love and more about life 2
Posted:Feb 29, 2020 9:53 am
Last Updated:Mar 28, 2024 2:51 pm
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I am glad that you are interested in me.
I would like to explain at once to you why I am lonely and why I look for the man now.
I will tell that I think of loneliness.
In the last letter I told you that I love the nature.
People are born uniform with the nature.
Being outdoors, we feel well.
We feel tranquility.
Feelings of alarm and melancholy fade into the background.
But over time at people identity develops.
People move away by nature.
Then people feel alienation from the world.
So people become lonely.
The loneliness causes alarm, shame and sense of guilt.
People try to go out of prison of the loneliness.
They try to find unity with the world around.
People try to fill emptiness in the soul.
The man and the woman are created to supplement each other.
Men have important qualities which women do not have.
And vice versa.
Together they as a unit.
Men and women look for understanding.
Look for common interests.
It we unite them, and relieves of loneliness.
Love this best cure for loneliness.
The love - destroys the walls separating lonely people from other world.
The love overcomes feeling of isolation.
The love is a strong, instinctive feeling.
It is the reasonable choice, the strong-willed decision and the promise.
Only through love we learn other person, without destroying him.
But there are many false ways.
Alcohol, drugs, chaotic sex.
All this does not relieve of loneliness.
It creates only temporary and false feeling.
Sooner or later illusion disappears.
I understand it and I always choose only the correct way.
It is difficult to receive the real unity.
The unity arises at the spiritual level.
Only in true love there is a feeling unity.
This feeling has to arise in itself.
It does not need to be expected.
It not that feeling which we want to receive to achieve the objectives.
Each person has a will.
It is impossible to try to control or change the person.
We are not who still can be brought up.
The love is learned through feelings, but not through thoughts.
Only through love we completely overcome loneliness.
Only through love we merge with each other and with world around.
What do you think of it?
You share my views?
We are adults and we already know that it is necessary for us.
I went a long way to come to understanding of it.
I had a family and .
I was married, but I made a mistake in youth.
I lived in illusions, and I was mistaken in the person.
I thought up love which was not.
We did not understand each other.
We lived together only for the sake of
My ex-husband was an egoist, he always thought only of himself (we divorced 15 years ago, but 5 years ago he died of an illness).
suffered from it.
I have a (20 years) and the (26 years).
Now adults and they have them the life.
I live alone.
My lives separately, she works as the nurse.
She visits me on the weekend.
My lives in other city.
It seldom comes, it has the family and the .
Yes I have a grandson, but I seldom see him.
My independent.
Now in Ukraine difficult life, but we cope so far.
You have ?
What can you tell about the last relations?

I wait for your answer.
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love and more about life 2
Posted:Feb 29, 2020 9:52 am
Last Updated:Mar 28, 2024 2:51 pm
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I am glad that you are interested in me.
I would like to explain at once to you why I am lonely and why I look for the man now.
I will tell that I think of loneliness.
In the last letter I told you that I love the nature.
People are born uniform with the nature.
Being outdoors, we feel well.
We feel tranquility.
Feelings of alarm and melancholy fade into the background.
But over time at people identity develops.
People move away by nature.
Then people feel alienation from the world.
So people become lonely.
The loneliness causes alarm, shame and sense of guilt.
People try to go out of prison of the loneliness.
They try to find unity with the world around.
People try to fill emptiness in the soul.
The man and the woman are created to supplement each other.
Men have important qualities which women do not have.
And vice versa.
Together they as a unit.
Men and women look for understanding.
Look for common interests.
It we unite them, and relieves of loneliness.
Love this best cure for loneliness.
The love - destroys the walls separating lonely people from other world.
The love overcomes feeling of isolation.
The love is a strong, instinctive feeling.
It is the reasonable choice, the strong-willed decision and the promise.
Only through love we learn other person, without destroying him.
But there are many false ways.
Alcohol, drugs, chaotic sex.
All this does not relieve of loneliness.
It creates only temporary and false feeling.
Sooner or later illusion disappears.
I understand it and I always choose only the correct way.
It is difficult to receive the real unity.
The unity arises at the spiritual level.
Only in true love there is a feeling unity.
This feeling has to arise in itself.
It does not need to be expected.
It not that feeling which we want to receive to achieve the objectives.
Each person has a will.
It is impossible to try to control or change the person.
We are not who still can be brought up.
The love is learned through feelings, but not through thoughts.
Only through love we completely overcome loneliness.
Only through love we merge with each other and with world around.
What do you think of it?
You share my views?
We are adults and we already know that it is necessary for us.
I went a long way to come to understanding of it.
I had a family and .
I was married, but I made a mistake in youth.
I lived in illusions, and I was mistaken in the person.
I thought up love which was not.
We did not understand each other.
We lived together only for the sake of
My ex-husband was an egoist, he always thought only of himself (we divorced 15 years ago, but 5 years ago he died of an illness).
suffered from it.
I have a (20 years) and the (26 years).
Now adults and they have them the life.
I live alone.
My lives separately, she works as the nurse.
She visits me on the weekend.
My lives in other city.
It seldom comes, it has the family and the .
Yes I have a grandson, but I seldom see him.
My independent.
Now in Ukraine difficult life, but we cope so far.
You have ?
What can you tell about the last relations?

I wait for your answer.
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what love and more scam from her Yuliya ..
Posted:Jan 18, 2020 1:07 pm
Last Updated:Jan 18, 2020 1:07 pm
3701 Views
Hello my love my scam

I addressed the company which sells tickets for plans. I asked them
how, as to me have explained to me it is necessary to have the ticket
to you I would be able to go to Lester B Pearson Intl on 26 Januar,
and how much it would cost. They said that the ticket would cost 2139
usd. I asked them to find a cheaper ticket, because the price is too
high for me. But as it turned out I would not be able to have a
cheaper ticket so quickly, the date is too early. Tickets must be
reserved long beforehand. I asked them to offer me other variants of
the flight. We found the most suitable one. The flight is on 30 Januar
. The ticket costs 1548 usd I asked the to reserve the ticket for me.
But they refused to do it having said that they had a lot of .
They cannot reserve my ticket without advance money. I was imploring
them. But it did not work. They said that they would help me with
great pleasure but they couldn't. The rules are so. I was in a panic,
I was so disappointed. Then I asked them if I could give just a part
of the money. But they did not agree again.

I asked them for a long time saying that my fiance Isbenmy, is waiting
for me. If I asked them a little bit longer I would burst out of
crying. Maybe God heard my prayers, and the service worked agreed to
reserve the ticket on my conditions. But I have too little time to
pay, for the ticket. They said if I did not day the rest of the ticket
price, I would loose the money I'd already given to them. I was angry,
but they explained that it would be very difficult to sell the ticket
for the plane which is flying. They would have to lower the price. I
agreed. They told me to pay 1548 usd. But it was too much for me,
because I had only 576 usd. I asked to wait for me during 12 hours. I
went out of the room. Alena met me at the door. I told her
everything. She understood everything and advised me to pawn our
treasures to a pawnshop. It was very difficult for me to agree to do
it. I did not want to burden Alena. But at the same time I want to
meet you. We pawned the treasures, I got 216 usd and I paid the part
of the ticket price 792 usd. It was my last money, it was for the
plane by which I'm going to come to you. It was very difficult for me
to tell you this story. I have done all what I could. I have paid for
the visa. I have paid for the part of the ticket. But this was not
enough. The money was not enough. I did not want to burden you. I
wanted to come to you with nobody's help. I thought my money would be
enough. But I failed. Now I feel guilty myself. I did not manage to do
all myself for our meeting. I thought nothing would prevent me from
meeting you. But I must pay the rest of the money for the ticket It's
just 756 usd. I must pay it till the 28 Januar Otherwise I will
loose the money I have paid and i will loose the chance to see you.
And our treasures will be sold by the pawnshop.

Now I feel guilty that I could not do what i promised to come to you
with my own money. I always do what I promise. I feel at ease now, I'm
ashamed of asking you to help me. Unfortunately the restaurant
director did not pay me the money I'd earned. I really hoped to get
this money. But I'll get the money from the restaurant director in a
month or two. Because it's very typical for Russia to hold up the
payments of salary. I asked the restaurant director to give me my
money earlier, but they refused to do it. Now the restaurant director
does not have the money necessary for me. Our restaurant director
depends on the budget, it did not get money for a longtime. I think
it's because of the financial crisis and terrorist acts. I must say to
you that I will not be able to meet you because I will not be able to
pay the whole sum of money myself. Of course I realize that I should
not ask you to give me the money. But at the time I cannot just that I
will not come to you. I have done too much to organize our meeting. If
I refuse to meet you it will mean that everything was in vain. It's
terrible for me to refuse to come to you, I have done all what I
could. Now I want you to help me and I think there is nothing horrible
if I ask you to help me. Of course I realize that may be you have no
feelings to me and may be you're not interested in our meeting. I
understand that the sum of money is too big. I know it and that's why
it's more difficult for me to ask it from you. But at the same time
any person can find himself in my conditions. I'm an honest person.
I'm ashamed of asking you to help me, but life is a difficult thing,
everything can happen. 390 usd which I have paid for the visa and 792
usd which I have paid for the ticket are too much for me. But I'm not
sorry for what I have done for our meeting.

In fact money is just paper, our treasures are just metal details. But
I do not want all my efforts to be spent in vain. If you really want
to meet me, if you can help me to organize our meeting please send me
the money till the morning of 28 Januar . Please forgive me my words.
I say so because I'm in despair. Now when just one step can connect
us, I'm afraid. I need you, I want to be with you, I need you help,
believe me, I'm honest with you. I did not manage to estimate my
forces. And all my efforts spent in vain. My loneliness made me
strong. I had always been living with my own efforts I always relied
on myself. I asked somebody to help me very seldom, but now I ask you
to help me. I will give you all the money back as soon as I'm able.
Maybe I made you offended. But I need you. I do not know if my letter
you disappointed. But I have written you an honest letter. I'm looking
forward to you answer. I hope for you. I ask you to not worry. I send
data of my flight:

Vnukovo --- Lester B Pearson Intl
15: 40--19: 28
Feb 01, Sat
Travel time 59h 48m
2 Transplants: 20h 45m and 23h 15m
TK418 / Airbus A321 Flight

1
15: 4030 Jan, Th
Moscow - Vnukovo
19: 0030 Jan, Th
Istanbul - Istanbul
Flight: TK418 Airbus A321
Transplant: 20h 45m

2

15: 4531 Jan, Fri
Istanbul - Istanbul
18: 4531 Jan, Fri
Montreal - Dorval Intl
Flight: TK35 Airbus A330-300
Transplant: 23h 15m

3
18: 0001 Feb, Sat
Montreal - Dorval Intl
19: 2801 Feb, Sat
Toronto - Lester B Pearson Intl
Flight: TK8691 Airbus A320

My love Please understand my position and read attentively the
letter which I to you has written. I will wait for your letter. I love
you. Your love Yuliya ...
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what love and more scam from her Yuliia.part 5
Posted:Dec 25, 2019 10:02 am
Last Updated:Mar 28, 2024 2:51 pm
3933 Views
Today I went in travel agency and again have learned, that it to be
necessary for for arrival in your country. People have convinced
of travel agency, that we can be together. I am in good mood. I Has
asked them once again, how much it would cost for make visa.
They said that only the examination of application for visa will cost
30 usd. This will not be returned even if the application is
rejected. gat visa I must go Moscow where is the Embassy. I'll
visit a lot of agencies, offices and organization in Bratsk in
Moscow. This is the usual way get visa, it may take many months.
I said them that I could wait for a long time. And they offered me
solve the problem and it will take less time if I use Full
Package of Service (FPS.) FPS includes additional payments for a
category of the visa, consular services, preparation for interview
with commission. FPS costs 360 usd, but the visas agency remove all
the problems and thus increases the chance of getting a visa without
excessive delays (I can get a visa in a week or ). I thought for a
long time and came the conclusion that this variant is the only
right for . Whether I do not know correctly has made, having paid
such . Probably I needed consult you all over again. But I
have thought that other exit is not present. For a cheap payment
documents are very for a long time made. We do not have time wait.
I agreed and registered my application for visa, hoping that you'll be
glad meet me. Can you imagine that we'll spend some weeks together
Or even can all life. For the sake of happiness and family I am ready
on many things. I very much would dream that you all life were only
near to me.. I'm immensely happy when I'm thinking about the
opportunity. I'll be everything myself? May be you think I try to do
too quickly, probably you suppose it's too earty everything us to meet
each other. But I cannot wait for ages, I'm happy now at present time.
Necessary to begin moving to howe something in your life, it's
important to go ahead, to overcome difficulties to take aim. Very soon
I'll leave the work and I'll be able to spend my vacation with you,
Isbenmy. I have never been abroad. but now I have a chance to meet you.
It's a dream. You are my friend, and friend sometimes meet each other.
I think it will be great, wonderful, fantastic. I hope you do not
think that I'm too impudent. I just want to met you and to spend some
time with you. I suppose you have not changed your attitude towards me
after this letter. I'm looking forward to seeing to calm down my
heart. Please tell me you be able to meet me? Will you be happy to
face me? I hope you'll!!!

Your Yuliya.


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by wtf Herpes from a from MP's and agencies in Toronto
Posted:Dec 1, 2019 11:21 am
Last Updated:Dec 3, 2019 6:22 pm
4287 Views
I got Herpes from a
I am writing this as a cautionary tale to others. I don't want people to over react, but sure some will and others will a liar and tell this is a useless thread unless I name names. I will ignore those individuals because I think it is worthwhile to remind each other of the risks from time to time. I was aware of those risks, but (like most of us I assume) had convinced myself it would not happen to me.

I have visited MP's and agencies over the years and tried to limit my risks to some extent. I rarely engaged in DATY, never received PS's and certainly never even considered engaging in BBFS or anything that would be considered "risky" most hobbiests. However, I certainly received countless 's over the years and often enjoyed only sessions.

I have been a long time hobbiest and have contributed many reviews to the board over the years a different handle. I created a new handle for this post to avoid the inevitable speculation this type of post would generate if I posted my regular handle. The reality is that I had been pretty active in the hobby lately and don't know exactly where I got genital herpes from, but I have only hobbied at well-known " end" spas in Toronto and used a handful of equally well-known and reputable agencies at in- locations in downtown Toronto, Markham and the airport. I have only received 's within the last month or so (no CFS) and could probably narrow down the lady who gave it to to 2 or 3 guesses, but I don't think it's fair to guess. There's no point in others trying to figure my regular handle and looking recent reviews, because I did not even get around to posting reviews about 2 of the ladies who I think are the most likely candidates to have given this to .

I have done a fair bit of research and reading about Herpes the last couple of weeks and, while educating myself has helped start to deal with this, the reality is that it is still pretty devastating emotionally and will likely ruin my marriage and perhaps my entire life (at least it feels that way now). While the stigma is probably worse than the virus itself, the reality is that I will likely never again experience the pleasure of condom free sex (or maybe any sex at all) in my personal life and I would definitely trade all the 's I received over the years for that if I could do it over again. We all make choices and I will have to learn to live with the consequences of mine, but I urge you guys to at least consider whether 's are worthwhile for you.

If you can accept the (which I believe is still somewhat small) then go there and enjoy yourselves. I assure you that I am now fully retired and won't spreading this any further, but I have to imagine that there are both sex workers and customers who continue to participate in this hobby and provide or receive some uncovered services despite knowing that they are infected. Even if they only engage in "safe" services, the of transmission is still there, both during outbreaks and during periods of latency. I feel pretty alone at the moment, but I know this has happened to others and will continue to happen in the future, including to some who will get infected and never even know it, but may still pass it on to others in their personal lives. I suppose there are worse things that could happen in life, but at this point this feels like the worst given that it is permanent and incurable.

I certainly can't slam a hobby that I enjoyed so much over the years, but be safe guys, make sure you understand the risks and think about whether those are risks you are willing to take given your situation.

We haven't spoken much about it at this point and I think, for now, she is still processing the information and wants to believe that I could have unknowingly had oral herpes from before we were married and then transmitted it to her through kissing etc. and then it got transferred to my penis through oral sex with her. I mean it is possible, but not sure how plausible that is and suspect she will start asking more direct questions as she educates herself on the topic. Part of me obviously wants to tell her the truth, but I worry that the truth may hurt her even more and maybe it's better to stay quiet if she wants to believe it happened this way. We honestly have a great marriage and I started hobbying before we were married, then gave it up for a while and went back to supplement my sex life at home since she was not able to keep up with my libido. I often only got BJ's because I really preferred having sex with my wife and she never liked giving BJ's anyway. My job allowed me the time and resources to easily hobby without being detected and there was kind of a perfect balance (at least in my mind). Hard to believe that it all got messed up so quickly

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what love and more scam from her Yuliia.
Posted:Nov 25, 2019 8:30 am
Last Updated:Feb 6, 2021 10:59 am
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Hi my love xxxx
Today my girlfriend Irina has visited . She has been heart-broken,
she sobbed. She has informed me, that she had conversation with the
doctor who treats her Faya. And the doctor has informed that
her Faya requires complex surgical operation for the kidneys.
Cost of this operation of 5000 USD. Irina cried because of
helplessness. She has told to , that she has not enough for
operation. She has approximately 1900 dollars, but she need at least
in 30 dollars (initial payment). Irina knew, that I am going
visit you and that all my savings are intended for a trip you. I
could not look how Irina suffers. In the past year Irina has lost
Sergey, who was her husband and Faya father: he has been killed on the
war.I could not allow that she has lost her . I have taken my
, and we with Irina have gone hospital.We have paid 3000
dollars which the doctor demanded (initial payment from 5000 USD). The
doctor has calmed us and has told that soon Faya will have surgical
operation, and all will be good. I think that you would act as well
and you do not condemn my act that I have spent which intended
for a trip you: are the most dear that we have in our
life.
Ben, today I went to visas firm. I was told that my visa was ready at
last, I was most happy the person at that time. But this firm not only
makes visas,it also sells tickets. I decided to use their service
again. I was told that the flight to Canada costed 1990.70 USD. It was
too expensive for me, and I asked them to find the cheapest variant.
And they offered. It would be on 30.11 And cost 1660.50 USD. I
wondered if it was possible to reserve a ticket and to for it a
part of the this time and the other part later. But they refused
and I was in despair. I asked them help so long that tears came
my eyes. And they agreed. I wasted all my , but it wasn't
enough. So I went pawnshop and pawned, silver and gold
embellishments which I had from my aunt. I got 380 USD and that was
enough for initial payment. I have paid in whole 490.50 USD. It was my
last ! Flight number, date and time of departure remain the same.
It is very difficult for me tell you about it. But I have done
everything I can. I paid visa. I have bought the ticket Kiev. I
paid a part of the ticket. But this is not enough. I don't want
burden you. I want reach you with my own but unfortunately
I have failed. Now I have the remaining part. It is only 1170
USD. I must this before 26.11 Otherwise I will lose my
. If you love , if you trust and if you want see soon,
please, send the for the ticket before on 26.11 tomorrow
morning.
I understand that it is a difficult decision for you, but we must
trust each other. Any union without trust is impossible if it is a
union of wife and husband or a union of boy-friend and girl-friend or
a union of business partners. I don't want to be hypocritical. That's
why I want to tell you following: I do not think that you would like
to give the love to the woman whom you don't trust. So I am. It's a
first check for us. And much depends upon it, may be everything. We
must trust each other. That's why I was the first who made first step.
Step to you. Of course if you don't want you can not help . It is
bad but not fatal. I will lose my . IT IS TOO BAD BUT NOT TOO
FATAL . I speak so because I am in despair and confusion. Now, when we
are divided only with one step, I am afraid. I am afraid that you will
not help, and all my diligence will be gone. I love you and I want to
be with you and the word of honour, your help is necessary for . I
have not calculated my forces. But together we are much stronger. It
is much easier to go through difficulties and barrier together. I want
to present you all my infinite love and fidelity.
I did not want to ask you. I thought, that I can make all itself. The
loneliness has made strong. I have got used live without the
help, and rely only on myself. I very seldom address somebody
for the help, but now I ask you help . I have made a step
forward. Make also you a step towards to . I hope that has not
offended you. I love you and I trust. I know, that you will not throw
now when there is only one step. Tell Ben, can you help ?
If you have an opportunity please help .
My dear. If you agree save our love, then perhaps you will agree
transfer my bank account. I can give you bank details. Just a
big request keep it between us. I am very afraid of sanctions from
the state of Ukraine.

I love you very much! I think about you Ben every time.

Forever your Yuliia.
I calmed down a bit and decided look at the situation calmly. I am
more than sure that my letter led you the idea of ​​cheating. If I
were you, I would have thought the same thing. Unfortunately, I became
a hostage of this situation. I helped save Faya life and ruined my
love. Our whole life is a constant choice. Now I have made a choice.
But I am not going give up our love. Of course you thought I bought
plane tickets that were too expensive. And here I agree with you.
Unfortunately, a travel company was involved in paperwork and buying
tickets. I have concluded an agreement with this company. I can’t
change the terms of the agreement now. This price also includes the
services of a travel company for expedited receipt of documents. At
the present moment, I turned to all my friends. Nobody gives me a
loan. I sit and my tears flow. I do not know where to find the .
Perhaps you will have some ideas. With hope for you.





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love letters from fare a way part 6
Posted:Nov 11, 2019 10:39 am
Last Updated:Mar 28, 2024 2:51 pm
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My dear xxx  thank you for your letter! Thank you for your understanding, for your words. Thank you for being there!!! For the fact that you appeared in my life! You appeared at the right time. Then, when I was already in despair, I did not believe that I could be happy again. At that moment, when my faith almost died away. Belief that somewhere in this world there are real men who know how to listen, understand, show true attention, care, participation. And so I met you! And that faith came back to me again. Step step, I began to recognize you. I began to delve into this relationship. I confess to you that at some point silly thoughts appeared in my head. I scolded myself, asked myself questions, what should I do? Why am I doing this? What will it lead me to? Will I again feel that pain, disappointment and long sadness, as it was the last time? Can my heart withstand this new pain if it appears? Maybe it’s better to stop now before it is too late and never come to the Internet cafe again? Such thoughts really were in my head. But then other thoughts always turned out to be stronger. I told myself: “See, he’s not so bad!” Do you feel his sincerity, openness and kindness? Why do you doubt it? And all this gave me strength and desire to continue our communication with you. All this made me move on. Step step. Until I realized that it’s too late to give up and back down. Because I can’t change my feelings, my desires and my thoughts. And I stopped asking myself questions (smile). Such dialogues sometimes took place in my head, and I want you to know that. Because, as always, I believe that you will understand all this correctly. You always did it!

My day was usually today. There were no major changes. The weather is pretty good. I like it. At work, time flies very fast. Although some of my colleagues began to notice changes in me (smiles). They say that I became somehow absent-minded, I have no concentration. I became thoughtful, dreamy, as if I was not at work, but somewhere else. And you know, they are probably right in something (smiles).
When I wrote and sent you my last letter, I was very afraid. I was afraid that you would not be able to correctly understand everything that I wanted to write to you. I admit, I wanted to write much more to you, but something stopped me. Some kind of inner fear. Fear of making mistakes, repeating past mistakes or being afraid of rushing. First of all, I needed time to understand my feelings, desires and thoughts. To understand what I really want from our relationship? What I feel for you and whether I am ready for this. I did not want to rush or draw premature conclusions. But now I think that I am completely ready to answer all the questions that were in my head, in my heart. And I ask you to take all this seriously. This is not a game; it is not empty words or empty sound. This is all that is now inside of me, in my heart.

For all this time I communicate with you. Throughout our letters, sharing photos and views on this life, I understood a lot for myself! It’s not even right to write. I felt a lot about you, about myself, our life! I found a lot of common thoughts, feelings, when I told you about my life situations, when I read your stories and memories. With each letter, it brought me closer to you. And at the same time, I wanted to get even closer, as close as possible! And I felt how the connection between us grew and became stronger. How this connection became tangible, as if I could touch it ... This is an incredible feeling. I have never felt this before. And it really touched me, and I followed him. Step step. In the end, I had already ceased to be afraid of something, to doubt or to postpone to a later date. And now I am writing to you absolutely everything that is in my heart, in my thoughts.

I understand that for someone, all this my letter may seem like great nonsense, stupidity. But not for me and you, I hope. I could never imagine that letters can convey so many feelings, emotions, moods. But now I myself am convinced of this. Now I’m even starting to think that in this world there are no impossible things! And if a person really wants something, then everything becomes possible. I wanted to get rid of loneliness, a monotonous, boring life ... I wanted to meet a decent man with whom I would like to spend my whole life. And I met you! And all these are not just words.

Now I have absolute confidence, and I do not want to hide it. I love you Ben, I love you very much and maybe for some time. But I was afraid to admit it to myself. But now I'm not afraid of anything! And I will tell you everything that I feel. Although not (smiles). Maybe I'm a little scared of your next letter. Your reaction and everything you write to me there. But in any case, I will look forward to your reply.
Hugs and kisses.  your love xxx


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my Erotic Stories part 2
Posted:Nov 9, 2019 4:48 pm
Last Updated:Nov 9, 2019 4:53 pm
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I go into the brightly lit room. Sunlight, running down the dilated curtains, floods the entire small space. You are standing in front of , looking thoughtfully at the laptop monitor. You do not turn, but on your slightly shuddering shoulders, I understand - you know that I'm here. Gently stepping on the smooth floor I come up to you and put hands on shoulders. You after hearing your you turn sharply. I stand in front of you on knees and peering into the , trying catch your mood, your desires. Your uncomprehending makes smile. I walk hands up your legs from the bottom up, touch your groin and gently stroke the hidden object of lust the clothes. In order not allow protest against such impudence on part, I quickly open your dressing gown and, now hand has found what I was looking for. Oh, your is still asleep, but I will quickly fix it ... hands are gently stroking through the thin fabric of the boxers the hardening member begins harden. I squeeze it, change it, walk with fingers and sneak a at your ... I will not be deceived by your languid , I read in your eyes as in an open . I slowly draw the head of the pеnis ... It is in front of , so fiery, and I, unable resist tenderly touching it with tongue, kiss, then close eyes and cover Kisses the entire member from the head from top to bottom - to the testicles. Ah ... how I like this smell ... the smell of man. I circulate the head of your pеnis in a circular motion, wrap it around lips and immerse it inward. Then I take it . The member was filled with blood, wreaths pulsed on it, the head became very pink and bright, it quickly grew and changed shape .. Your quick breathing, short and lingering groans ... there is no music sweeter for ears. You put your hands on head and start moving your hips towards . It's more intense ... smacking sounds .... I grab your buttocks with hands ... I can not breathe ... your сock is so big ... You slow down the pace. I embrace yours, and now , treasure with both hands and start moving them, up and down, up and down, faster and faster. Shh ... I liсk lips and kiss him in the head. I lift it up and start kissing the scrotum. Grabbing the testicle with his lips, I gently suсk it, rolling in mouth and gently massaging scrotum with lips. Mmmm ... how nice it tastes ... Then I take the head of your pеnis into your mouth and start suсking it. A brilliant member slowly, with each new immersion in the mouth, disappears deeper, leaning on the cheek from the inside and protruding it. a soft supple skin, palm feels for a solid pulsating rod. First, slowly and affectionately, and then faster and with feeling, I begin build up the amplitude of suсking movements, all the while plunging your pеnis into your mouth. At first, the dry lips are gradually moistened with saliva and already easily slide along the length of the trunk. movements become more frequent, rhythmically, lips tighten the pеnis more strongly, the tongue caresses more persistently, and I myself get excited more and more ... Sweat flows down your , through your body, in thin streams ... How you breathe hoarsely .. This turns on even more ... Helping myself with my hands, I push your сock in deeper, and back, forward-backward, forward-backward. You start moving your hips again, I squeeze the сock with the and the tongue, like that ... even deeper ... more ... more ... yes, yes, come on, I'm yours, I'm all for you ... I close Eyes, I can not see anything, there is nothing in the world except your beautiful, powerful, steel gun, let me enjoy it in full. whole mouth is filled with your nature, and downstairs, in a small squirrel, surrounded by curly hair, wet and unbearably , she would also like feel you inside. Gradually, you move slower and slower, but with such pressure, with such force ... Sharply thrust, abruptly take ... Slightly pulled back, you take your pеnis in your hand, you carry them over lips. The powerful tool seemed to have grown in size and petrified, then a member Trembled, vibrated, and the head, smooth and red, like a ripe cherry fruit, pulsed. I wrap head around head. Your body shudders ... I suсk ... suсk ... I hear your muffled moan ... and ... I feel a stream of your sperm in mouth. Mmmm ... I sit down deeper and suсk ... suсk ... not wanting a , wanting devastate you, drink the bottom ... Not a single avoids this fate. excitement reached the limit and blew me from the inside. Mmmmm




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she told there time for sex bs scam crap part 2
Posted:Nov 2, 2019 9:28 am
Last Updated:Mar 28, 2024 2:51 pm
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Hello my xxxx

I'm very glad that you have written . I need your letters more
and more often. They make happy. I want tell you about my good
news. xxx I will soon have 40 days of holidays. I will have holidays.
Hope you are happy for . Yesterday I at had a difficult day.
There were many and consequently were a lot of wor I so have
got tired.... After work I have gone home. You know that with me
happens? On the way home I have met girlfriend Tatyana by which
council I it has appeared on that Site, also has met you... Remember I
told to you about it in the beginning of our acquaintance?

I was so is happy to our meeting. It too. We did not see for a long
time... We have made decision to move in Japanese cuisine restaurant,
that To note our meeting and to talk about a life. You like a Japanese
cuisine? We have ordered to ourselves beaters and green tea. I have
noticed that it has strongly changed. It was very happy, it had a fine
mood. I have asked it in what the reason of its good mood?

She has told to me, that she has met the man from other country. Their
history is similar to ours. But difference that she has met him on the
wor It works as the translator of English language in a civil
engineering firm... They communicated also as we. You represent!!!

I was so is glad for it. She has told to , that she visited recently
it. That will get acquainted more close with it, learn its culture,
the country. see as it lives. She told this all so emotionally,
that I could not stop it. )

Ohhh... To so it is pleasant, that it has found the happiness...
xxx , I think that we can follow an example. You so do not think? It
once again proves, that for creation of the relation there are no
borders... The Distance it is simple figures... You agree?

xxx , we communicate with you not the first day. You very much like
. I have noticed that we have something the general. What do you
think? Ben , I very much hope that between us there will be something
serious and once we as will organise our meeting. You agree?

Now I will finish my letter... I wish you all good... Marina...
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more scam from Tanya now ask for 1500 dollars usd what bs this
Posted:Oct 30, 2019 9:54 am
Last Updated:Oct 30, 2019 10:00 am
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Hello my favorite xxxx
I don't even know how to begin my letter. I was just traumatized. I
will now tell you my love everything as it is! I already told you in
my last letter that I have to do their own insurance. This insurance
is necessary on that case if with me that be happen in your country.
If anything happens to me then the insurance company will pay me the
money brought injury. This insurance is every person who goes to
another country. My insurance is ready! After I did the insurance, I
immediately went to the Embassy to go to the manager of the embassy to
the airport to buy tickets for me in your country. Is the Manager of
the Embassy was a beautiful woman. First of all she started to ask
ready my documents. I said that all my documents are ready and I only
have to buy a ticket. We talked about a lot and all went well, but
when the conversation happened a big problem, which I did not know
before and could not even imagine that. I was told by the Manager that
I must have in a pocket necessarily 1500 dollars, so I could leave
Russia. If I went to another country on a visa tourist, then I would
not have to have cash money. but I have a trial work visa. With such
visa I need to have in a pocket necessarily cash. These are the rules.
She explained to me that I have work visas. Each visa has its own
rules. People who leave Russia on a visa for work must have the
necessary cash money. When I go through customs at the airport and do
the check, then I need to be sure to show the cash. This money will
confirm that I will be able to provide for themselves for the first
time in your country. The Agency through which I made my documents
should inform me. But they didn't tell me anything. I didn't know
before that I will have to have the money! Do I need to have 1500
dollars necessarily. If I don't have the money in my pocket, I will
not allow to leave Russia. The money I will not have to pay anyone. I
have only to show them to customs at the airport. When I learned all
this, I was shocked. I asked the manager to contact the Agency that I
did paperwork. I asked why they didn't warn me about what I'm going to
need cash to leave the country? The agent said that they warned,
because it was specified in my contract that I signed. Perhaps I did
not carefully read the contract and rules. I checked the contract and
saw that at one point there is a footnote text which is located at the
bottom. It was written in very small print. I think they did it on
purpose. There really was written that I should have money in his
pocket.
I don't know what to do? But I beg you not to think that I play games
with you. All my intentions to you serious. Before ask you for help
and write you a letter, I asked the help from my parents, from my
grandmother. But now I got back the letter. My parents are very upset
that they can't help because it is very big money, and they don't have
them! After I received a letter from my parent and I saw no good news,
I started crying and my tears dripped very badly. I screamed, but why
in the world are all cruel! I don't know what to do. I just don't want
to live anymore in this world, now my heart is injured again. I don't
want to live in this world again with a broken heart. But why I began
to have a problem half way to you? I just had to buy tickets and get
on a plane! Actually, I wondered why my ticket cost so much. I was
told that I would have to buy two tickets there and back, because I
have a visa with a limited validity period.
I told the manager that I don't need to have this money because I fly
to her beloved. This beloved man – You. The manager of the embassy
said that I have no options. I can't break the law. I already signed
the contract! Even if I'll get the tickets to you, the customs in
Moscow airport will not allow me to leave Russia until I show cash. I
really love you and I want to be with you. I want to start a new life
as we planned with you. We have many dreams for our future. My heart
belongs only to you alone. I say all this from the heart. I've spent
my life looking for honest and faithful man. I just found you in this
big world and I don't want to lose you. I was very happy that we'll be
together soon, but now I don't know if we would last. Now there's only
one problem. This is cash. Our happiness and our future now shares
only the money. We can't be together until I have the money in your
pocket. I don't know what to do. I can't live without you. My
documents are fully in order and I can come to you. I hate to ask you
for help. I understand that more I do not have any options. I
understand that this is a very large amount of money. I know that you
are worthy man and I'll be happy. In each your letter I feel your soul
and heart. Dear you could help me or not? The money I need to show at
customs when I Board the plane. I don't have to pay the money anyone.
I'm not going to spend the money. In this you can be sure. I promise
it to you. Don't get me wrong! I saved money for more than one year to
find an honest man. I found you and I promised to come for their
money, but I didn't know that I will have to have cash money. if I
knew that, I wouldn't look for a man 1 more year and I would continue
to save money. but now I found you and I already can't live without
you. I understand that 1500 dollars is a lot of money, but I can not
find such a large sum of money, I had to ask your help. I ask from the
heart to help me. I understand that it is very big money, but now the
money interfere with our meeting. If you can give me the money that I
could arrive to you on the earliest flight of the plane and as soon as
I will arrive to you, I could immediately at the airport to give you
money. You have no idea how I wish to arrive to you my love Ben.
I have shed many tears that night. I found you and I would always
cherish you. I'm afraid to lose you. I love you Ben and I only
want to be with you. Now I don't know what to do, because all our
future depends only on you, if you help me I will be grateful to you
with all my heart and I will arrive the earliest flight of the plane.
I have enough money for tickets. But I honestly didn't know what I
will need in cash in your pocket. I am unable to find the money. I
will hope only for your help. I'm writing a letter and from my eyes
the tears flow. My heart is broken and I don't know what to do. I
understand that this letter also injure your heart, but I told you the
truth! in this letter I want to send you my gentle kisses. Let my
kisses caress your body. I don't know if I'll be able to do when or
whether their first kisses. I with the big impatience will wait for
your answer, I ask you to think well about my problem. We have what
may be a way to solve this problem.
P.S. I understand that in the Internet there are a lot of scams. But
please don't think I want to steal your money. It is not so! I am not
that! I'm really a real woman and all my intentions to you serious,
I'm not playing games with you. I'm not 20 years playing games. If you
want to check my reality, I can make you a copy of my documents. I'm
asking you to trust me. I hope you will believe me and help. I will
wait for a response. I beg you, do not be silent, do not leave me in
difficult times. I now very hard.


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